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Meet The Author: Karl Kiddy

As you are aware September is dystonia awareness month which makes having my next author to meet on my blog more exciting. Karl Kiddy is a writer and dystonia advocate who published Warriors of Dystonia which I’m proud to have my story so far in.

Meet The Author: Karl Kiddy

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Author Karl Kiddy

A huge welcome, Karl. Please tell us a bit about yourself?

My name is Karl and I am a Welshman living in Belfast, with my two amazing daughters, my wife and a cat named Willow.   I have been an artist since I was a teenager and have dabbled in everything from Pyrography (burning pictures into pieces of wood), to photography, blogging, video editing and production, to writing, and dipping in and out of podcasting.  I’m a heavy metal music fan, as well as having a passion for horror movies and pretty much anything in that genre when it comes to comics and books too.  In my spare time, I as the whole reading and project thing, I am a gamer, and would play a lot of Xbox, I also love cooking and would do just about all of the cooking for myself and my ladies.  I have self-published five books, with Warriors of Dystonia being my most recent book and project.   Only one of my other books have been written under my name, with the rest of them, as well as many of my other projects, being done under a pseudonym due to the shamefully juvenile humour that I use throughout.  About 14 years ago my journey with Dystonia began.

Q. The book released is a compilation of the stories of people with dystonia, what made you decide to raise awareness to this little known condition?

It’s difficult to really narrow this down as I believe that Warriors of Dystonia had been bubbling under the surface for a long time.  Having dystonia myself and knowing that due to very little being known or understood about the disorder I had been plunged into a few scenarios where I struggled and I was left feeling humiliated.  A combination of this and having to say that I had Parkinson’s for people to consider my limitations made me think, “enough is enough.”  I want to be able to live in a world where we can say, “I have dystonia,” and for people outside of our community to have some sort of an idea of what it is that we are talking about.  I knew that there was no way I would be alone with wanting this and so I thought about using one of my favourite mediums, writing! 

So, my goal was to make a book where fellow people who have dystonia can see they are not alone and that they can handover to a person and say, “this is my world!”

Q How easy was it to get people together to share their experiences and bring it all together.

As a whole, it was hard work.  I wanted the book to feel like you were having a conversation with the person or perhaps you were sitting in on a chat that they were having.  No matter what anyone tells you, we are a nosy bunch us humans, and we are naturally very interested in the ins and outs of the lives of others.  I’d originally been thinking of ways of directing the content that was share with me, but I am glad I gave everyone free reign now!
Getting people to share their stories was the easy part.  I won’t go into too much, as I will probably use the same methods again, but it snowballed to a point where I had to close the original submission date three months earlier than I planned.  At that point, I had so many and at that point the book was four hundred pages!  The hard part was the admin behind the scenes.  I needed to set up a form which logged the names and details of everyone who contacted me either sharing their story or offering to share a story.  The editing of the book was difficult.  I had a file which was a mass of various length stories, terms, medications and treatments that I had never heard of and I then had to work out how I was going to compile it.  This was before I even started to then format the thing!

Q. You are an active campaigner to raise awareness of dystonia, how do you fit it in with other aspects of your life?

Anyone who knows me will know that when I have my heart set on something I will do it.  Whether it is work related or a new artistic venture I want to try, if I want to give it a go then nothing will stop me.  Then, once I have set my mind on it, I will invest everything in it.  For as long as I can remember, I have never really slept for long and so I work on Warriors of Dystonia in the early hours of the morning.  It would also be these early hours that I would squeeze in some of my other passions too.  By the time my girls get up for school I have probably already got a few hours of my actually job done, an hour on the Warriors of Dystonia or perhaps I have been out and taken photographs of the lovely sunrise.  As I start my job so early, I often have a bit of time in the afternoons to work on my projects too.  Then there’s the weekends, where I will still be getting up and out of bed at some ungodly hour of the morning!

Q. Lots of stories must have been overwhelming to hear, do you have a support network around you?

Yes, absolutely.  I have to be honest, when I knuckled down and began to really read the stories back-to-back I was struggling at times.  Reading the book is different and there’s a bit of a barrier or distance between the reader and the storyteller. I was interacting directly with every single person in the book.  Many of which we were in back-and-forth correspondence.  Going through the story and knowing that person and talking with them was a very different experience.  However, with that being said, it also made me so proud to be able to do this.  There were a few people who I spoke with who have dystonia so bad that this book was their first opportunity to tell the world what it was that they were battling and dealing with every single day.  The sheer determination was inspiring.

I’ve always been very open with my feelings, so have no problems of just saying, “I am having a crappy day.”  You know, that feeling when you wake in the morning and you think to yourself, “I don’t know why, but it’s going to be one of those days.”  I just warn everyone.  That way, it isn’t a great shock to anyone if I am not my self.

I have a great support network in my wife and daughters.  Just having a cuddle from them or listening to their stories about their little lives is priceless.  I love going for walks, so I would often go for a long walk with my wife and talk at her about whatever it is that is going around in my head at that point.     

Q. Have you found this project has impacted your life more than you expected?

Yes, definitely.  I have made so many new friends and my faith in humanity has been restored thanks to the dystonia community being full to the brim with some of the most lovely and sincere people I have ever had the pleasure of interacting with.  Absolute warriors and so inspirational!  From the very start of working on the book, I was exposed to a whole world of forms of dystonia that I had not only not heard of, but wouldn’t have ever stumbled across if it hadn’t been for the work I was doing.  It showed me that dystonia awareness is not only vitally important outside of the dystonia community, but within it too.   Finally, I guess what I almost selfishly planned to be a one-and-done in regard to this project has lead to me wanting to champion and awareness as much as I can whenever I can.  Warriors of Dystonia continues to grow, and I am proud to have started it.

Q. You are also a self-published author, can you say a bit about this or is it top secret?

Being a complete control freak means that the self-publish route suits me just perfectly.  Whenever I have written a book, the formatting, layout, cover art and pretty much every other aesthetic as well as the writing must look exactly how I want.  There’s a method and plan behind my madness!  The downside is that you discover that writing a book is easy, it’s the getting it out there into the public eye that is difficult.  Although it would be fantastic to see Warriors of Dystonia in books shops, the word Dystonia isn’t something that you just stumble across, so I would expect that most people who are looking for a book about dystonia will stumble across my book when scouring the internet. 

Anyone going down the self published-route needs to be prepared to have a plan of how they will release their masterpiece onto the world, and this needs to begin before the date you plan of unleashing it.  You need to drum up interest, use all of the tools the internet gives you, put yourself out there so that people get to know you and then talk to your audience.  Warriors of Dystonia the book didn’t exist in January 2020, but by the time it was released, everyone who had been following the project knew exactly what it was that I was putting together, when it was coming out and knew a lot about me.  Once the book is released, you must keep up that momentum.  This is where I struggle, because I keep thinking that any time that I am investing in marketing could be time spent writing or working on a new project!

Q. What is your next project?

I have been writing under a pseudonym for many years and my plan is to continue something I started many years ago under that alias.  When it comes to writing, my passion is in surreal, off-the-wall comedy and horror.  As well as that, I have drafted a plan for a podcast that I will be hopefully starting this year, it will be another one-man-show, and will be a mix of reviews, random stories of the week and probably a lot of swearing.

These are regular questions I ask everyone, but you may want to skip some if you don’t want to discuss your other books.

Q. What is your favourite book? 

The Pilo Family Circus and the Skulduggery Pleasant Series.  Pilo Family Circus is one of the most unique horror stories I have ever read.

Q. Who is your favourite author?

Derek Landy, bit that’s because I absolutely love the Skulduggery books.

Q. Is your writing influenced by the books you have read? 

I would say not really.  My writing is a messy amalgamation of influence from films, comics, music, with a splash of books.  One of my biggest influences is life and the characters I meet along the way. 

Q. Where is your favourite place to read or write?

I enjoy reading in my living room with movie soundtracks or instrumental music playing in the background.  If I have music on that has lyrics my brain tends to start drawing me to the music.

Q. When did you begin writing and how did being published come about? 

I have been writing ever since I was a young teen, but I really got into it after I wrote a controversial short story about my secondary school, a killer bear and the carnage that ensued when that bear got to the school.  It was over-the-top, completely inappropriate comedy mixed with horror; a printout of the story started to circulate around my school and I became a legend!  I absolutely loved hearing about how funny people found the story.  Years later, at university, I wrote a series of stories about my life and once again I found it fantastic to see people reading my work in the workshops and laughing.  In 2006 I completed Nanowrimo and at the end of it I put the transcript into a book.  Seeing an actual physical copy of the story in this way made me want to put more out!  I then created my first writing alter ego and haven’t looked back.

Q. If you have a genre you write, how did you begin writing in this style?

I love writing comedy that is mixed with horror, occult and it always tends to be quite surreal and totally unpredictable.  Some of my inspirations would be the unpredictable comedy of Reeves and Mortimer, the surrealness of Monty Python and the crude, horror-tinged shock tactics of League of Gentlemen.  I also love to listen to paranormal and conspiracy podcasts too as they offer a writer such a diverse pallet of characters and stories!

Thank you so much for joining me for a natter and all you do for the dystonia community. More information on Karl’s book follows.

Warriors of Dystonia by Karl Kiddy

Book Cover for Warriors of Dystonia by Karl Kiddy

Blurb

“Dystonia is the third most common movement disorder behind essential tremor and Parkinson’s disease, yet hardly anyone has heard of it. Little is known about the condition or what causes it, but what is certain is that it can affect anyone at any age, at any time, any part of the body and has no cure.  Whether directly having dystonia or caring for someone who has it, Warriors of Dystonia shares the candid, emotional journeys and experiences of people from all over the world whose lives are affected by this chronic neurological condition.”

Warriors of dystonia
Website – https://warriorsofdystonia.wordpress.com/
Facebook – https://www.facebook.com/WarriorsOfDystonia/
Instagram – https://www.instagram.com/warriors.of.dystonia/
YouTube – https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCEFh6BtXWlE8BYM_T7AC6cw

Purchase book: https://warriorsofdystonia.wordpress.com/

More information about dystonia: https://www.dystonia.org.uk/

Thank you again Karl for joining me and good luck in your next project.

An update on my challenge for Dystonia Around the World, migraines and dystonia attacks have meant I’m slower than normal but I’m now on book 5 of my readathon to raise awareness and fundraise for dystonia UK. I will be updating my page here

Happy reading and writing!

Love

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How did August get here so fast? A catch-up and Dystonia Around the World

How is it August already? This year is galloping by and I feel I’m still stuck in March with a never-ending to do list and a WIP which is going slower than a garden snail despite my best efforts. Unlike last year when everyone was in lockdown and zoom calls to boost morale and word counts were the norm, being ‘good’ as a clinically vulnerable person is much harder and soul destroying. The world carries on outside and it’s hard not to feel left behind, trapped and bored. Even my imagination has got fed up with my sense of gloom and decided to scarper  – not ideal when have a deadline to meet. Yes, you heard someone wants to read my WIP about ballet and friendship when finished. Time for a happy dance followed by a frenzied panic. How do authors write under pressure without sobbing in a corner with their inner critic shouting at them? Answers in the comments below, please.

The last couple of months have ground productivity to a halt with the unexpected death of Randall, the inspiration of many stories and dear friend, and umpteen other things life has colluded to throw at me at once. But it’s time to turn things around, take back control, get some writing done, wake up my brain cells, and encourage seeds of ideas and my word count to grow. To start living again. Accountability is key so the arrival of the Dystonia Around the World challenge email was perfect. I’ve signed up and ready to go with a new pen, paper and walking shoes.

Dystonia Around the World Challenge

Dystonia is a neurological condition affecting in the UK and can range from focal dystonias affecting one part of the body and linked to a certain activity, such as writer’s cramp or musical dystonia, to more general ones affecting many areas. All types create challenges throughout the day. After living with dystonia for over twenty years, the charity Dystonia UK is dear to me and supported me often. Last year I wrote several short stories but now it’s time to convert chapters of my WIP, catching up with my overflowing TBR and increase my dwindling mobility into miles. Every 10 minutes of activity equals a mile. The hope is as a collective everyone who signs up will manage to walk around the world.

Let the globe trotting adventure begin.

I’ve signed up for the #DystoniaAroundTheWorld challenge

More information can be found here and on my From Under the Duvet blog. Or follow my progress on Instagram. If you would like to sponsor my efforts and help fundraise for Dystonia UK click here.

How have you all been? Are you out and about enjoying the summer weather or still shell-shocked from the last year and struggling to join back into society?

Take care and stay safe!

More soon.

Love

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Success: Dystonia Around the World Update

This is a belated update on the Dystonia Around the World challenge. With a final push we did it! As a team we managed to walk around the world for dystonia by clocking up 25,994 miles and raising £ 14,257 for Dystonia UK. As a small charity every little counts and I am so pleased to have been involved.

Infographic showing 25994  miles logged and £14,257 raised for Dystonia UK
The sea crashing against cliff at Boscastle, Cornwall
My Destination: Boscastle

I did not manage to write 1000 miles as planned but limped in at 630. This would have got me to my ultimate destination, The Witchcraft Museum at Boscastle, via Bridlington, Haworth, and the atmospheric Mother Shipton’s cave but I would have had to hitchhike back.

A female hand hitchhiking on a deserted road

Things I have learned during this challenge

  • 2020 is consistent in derailing any plans it knows about including this one hence why my personal challenge was not completed in the time frame.
  • I am slow at writing and even slower at editing. Rather than an extensive range of flash fiction posted here, my phone and notebook is dotted with unedited and half finished short stories. They will be edited one day so you can read them despite the strong urge to hide them away.
  • Zoom is my friend and allows me to meet other people. The last couple of months it has allowed me to connect with other writers and those with dystonia including those at Dystonia UK’s first digital conference. I would always shy away from video calls but now I have embraced them.
  • I never remember how much the impact the colder seasons have on my dystonia ; I need to include and adjust goals accordingly.
  • Dopamine plays an important role in achieving goals, and what I could achieve last year is not the same as it is now I am on reduced medication. But then, as my headmistress always used to quote “Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you’ll land among the stars.”* 630 exceeded my initial expectations as did my final total raised.
  • I have more people believing in me and writing than I imagined.

Thank you everyone who supported me.

Happy writing and stay safe

Love

  • I am unsure who said that originally. Google has answers from Oscar Wilde, Norman Vincent Peale, author of The Power of Positive Thinking to many others. If you know let me know.
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#DystoniaAroundTheWorld Flash Fiction: Shattered Dreams

It is the end of Dystonia Awareness Month but not the end of the Dystonia Around the World challenge. Dystonia UK have extended it until the end of October – phew! I may achieve my mission of 1000 miles after all. To support or find out more about the challenge and dystonia click here.

This piece was written from the writing prompt, scarecrow, given by my local writing group. It always amazes me how diverse people’s flash fiction is from the same word and where their imagination takes them. Graham is a side character in my current work in progress; I hope you enjoy.

Shattered Dreams

Graham’s mood plummeted as he slipped into the village hall to join the adults lining the wall. All standing in silence. The class was still in progress. He checked his watch. Time was ticking and his meticulously planned schedule was in jeopardy; the match started in less than an hour. It was not fair, Saturday’s were his time to relax with the lads, and a few beers after a long week at the office yet with one phone call from Louise’s work and his Mum’s refusal to babysit, he was watching a troop of girls dancing to music from an out of tune piano. He consoled himself that if they ran, he could still make kick off and easily bribe Elsa with extra screen time and chocolate while he took a shower to wash the remains of football training from him. What Lou did not know wouldn’t hurt her.

Not that song. He groaned at the familiar tune drifting across the hall. The woman next to him tutted to highlight her disdain at the interruption. She studied his clothes and stepped back to avoid the mud splattered on his tracksuit staining her white jeans. Dingle Dangle Scarecrow -the loop of lyrics wormed into his brain during their summer holiday when Elsa played it on repeat. The worm roared to life again as the would-be ballerinas rose from the floor to spring into action with their floppy hands. He knew he would hum the blasted tune next week in meetings unless something more suitable replaced it soon. For the second time in minutes, he cursed his Mum for encouraging his youngest to join this class. 

With his hands stuffed in his pockets, he shook his head and released a deep sigh. His fingers clutched the cold metal of a whistle; he did not belong here. Elsa did not belong here. Not his daughter. She belonged with her brother and cousins, getting muddy on a football pitch. As soon as Louise announced her pregnancy everyone expected another boy; a brother for Jake to play with. A girl had not been born to the Towsers for generations. There was no need to believe the run would end with him. He purchased a babygro supporting Leeds United after the first trimester and dreamt of taking his sons to a home match. Louise’s eyes lit up when the midwife announced the newborn placed in her arms was a girl and she had visions of dresses, bows and playing princesses, but the football bug won.  Elsa preferred playing with her male cousins on the pitch and helping his Dad in the shed while dressed in dungarees to playing pretend with dolls. She never wore dresses after the raging tantrum when she was a bridesmaid. His dream of watching his child play for England remained intact. But now, she had traded shorts for a pink leotard and her studded boots for delicate ballet slippers. The mop of unruly hair was tamed into the classic sleek bun. He struggled to recognise her as she enthusiastically pointed her toes. The music stopped, and Elsa nudged the neighbouring girl sharing a joke, their eyes alive with happiness. There was no mistake; this was the mythical Laura who had captured Elsa’s friendship and pressuring her into following rather than being the leader he imagined Elsa being. And then his Mum encouraged her by saying everyone deserves the chance to dance? What was that about? His mum never danced in her life.

“Ok my little scarecrows, it’s time to get changed but remember, ballet is all about practise.” The teacher rose on pointe and spun several times with a grace Graham had never seen before. Elsa’s mouth dropped in awe at the magic she was seeing. Graham ambition shattered. He knew he had lost her to a world of bright lights and tutus.   

Happy writing and stay safe!

More soon.

Love